January 17

This week was really rough.
Thank god my friend was able to get some Speed for the two of us.
This lasted for only about two days.
During those two days, I forced myself to eat two pieces of pizza.
I spent last night drinking afterwards I had a salad.
I woke up this morning sick as hell.
I ate a small plate of french fries and then I had some nachos with cheese and hot sauce.
There's also a two liter of Mountain Dew and I've had some of that.

The other day I weighted myself and I thought it was 120 I WAS SO SCARED!
Last night tho, I weighed myself and it was somewhere along the lines of 106!

If I can get some more speed, than I will definitely be able to achieve my goal of 99 lbs.

I am super excited about this!

January 11

Alright so I have finally realized that if I continue to update and stay updated with those of you from this site that I will actually be able to shed off some of the pounds. I am super excited to try this again!

So today, I weigh 112 lbs and I am intending on dropping by 3lbs AT LEAST by the end of this week. This really shouldn't be to hard at all. I really hope I can stick through it though this week will be very stressful, I will try and work through it.

Monday- Shouldn't eat anything more than a small salad with a coke zero around four.
Tuesday-
Wednesday- Visiting my brother today, shouldn't eat until right before... a snack from the vending machine.
Thursday- Driving Test hopefully. Are able to eat before the test.
Friday-I am going to the Dr's today. Shouldn't eat anything until after the Dr's and can be fast food.
Saturday-
Sunday-

HOPEFULLY if I can, I will drop all beverage's aside from water and that will be easier for me to curve my appetites.

Wish me the best of luck

xoxo, wings of morphine <3